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A long time ago I abandoned someone I shouldn’t have, someone I loved more than anything else. I was afraid someday I’d lose this person. So I had to let go myself. If he was going to be stolen away from me, or I was going to lose him by accident, I decided it was better to discard him myself. Of course I felt anger that didn’t fade, that was a part of it. But the whole thing was a huge mistake. It was someone I should never have abandoned.
Haruki Murakami, Kafka on the Shore (via numbless)
Sometimes I think I have felt everything I’m ever gonna feel. And from here on out, I’m not gonna feel anything new. Just lesser versions of what I’ve already felt.
Her (2013)

Sometimes you can’t help who you love. Sometimes you can’t help but feel regret for past decisions. Sometimes people make mistakes. Sometimes you have to move on.

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It doesn’t get any better than pumpkin spice cupcakes with cinnamon cream cheese frosting. 😲😛😛😛🐷🐷🐷🎃🎂 #pumpkinspice

It doesn’t get any better than pumpkin spice cupcakes with cinnamon cream cheese frosting. 😲😛😛😛🐷🐷🐷🎃🎂 #pumpkinspice

Happy Birthday Andy!!  Thanks for being such an ambitious, funny, caring, smart, creative, talented and amazing brother! I’m so proud of you and all you’ve accomplished! You’ve taught me so much and Ie always looked up to you. Love you! 😄🎂🍨🎁🎉

Happy Birthday Andy!! Thanks for being such an ambitious, funny, caring, smart, creative, talented and amazing brother! I’m so proud of you and all you’ve accomplished! You’ve taught me so much and Ie always looked up to you. Love you! 😄🎂🍨🎁🎉

I woke up like this. 💅💋💎

I woke up like this. 💅💋💎

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dirtylittlestylewhoree:

teenvogue:

Just one more reason ankle boots are perfect for fall » 

The first time I ever kinda liked what she had on…

dirtylittlestylewhoree:

teenvogue:

Just one more reason ankle boots are perfect for fall » 

The first time I ever kinda liked what she had on…

Random Thoughts

Excited for life. Starting a new job is going to be tough and challenging, but I wouldn’t trade it for anything else. Pediatric Cardiology is going to help me learn so much and I cannot wait. I will be challenged every day and will have to think clearly and be on my toes at all times. I couldn’t be more thrilled!!

Also, excited about being in shape and staying there. Eating healthy and exercise is a lifestyle not a fad. Make healthy choices and get healthy results and the long term benefits will be so rewarding. Feel better, look better.

I feel like I was in a hole for so long and looking back at my old posts I can see a progression trending down into sadness. Finally, I can start living because I see there is more to life than worry, anxiety, and fear. I’m not afraid anymore. So bring it.

Doin that thang thang. 😁 Grilled chicken, brown rice, green beans, sweet potato, & spinach salad with flax & chia seeds and balsamic vinaigrette. #fitness #healthlife

Doin that thang thang. 😁 Grilled chicken, brown rice, green beans, sweet potato, & spinach salad with flax & chia seeds and balsamic vinaigrette. #fitness #healthlife

Sunrise, I love you. 🌇

Sunrise, I love you. 🌇

I love this fall weather. 🍃☀️🍂

I love this fall weather. 🍃☀️🍂